OHH YAY! Tomorrow's GP mid-years, dont misunderstand, im not happy over the fact that im having exam tomorrow, but becos IT'S HOLIDAYS AFTER THAT =) Yes, must rmb mr chan's MEAL approach. HAHA :)
Had hockey training yesterday. Me, alyssa, charmaine and siti were the only kuku ones who thought that training starts at 2pm, happily rushing all the way up to the bball court and saw nobody. We started hitting around with the ball first..then blahblahblah, somehow got to know that training starts at 3. Okay nvm. My stamina is still not there!! I just cant run!! im so so so sad, stamina is like the most important factor and im lacking it! Ps pls pls, stamina, COME BACK TO ME =) Did sweeping, hitting, pushing. I MUST LEARN HOW TO SWEEP HARDER, with more force. LOL, thats what the coach kept saying to me. She asked me to be more aggressive. hahah, this reminds me of wenxiang (internal joke) =D
OKAY I SHALL LEARN TO BE MORE AGGRESSIVE :))
During lit lecture today, ms chua and mr sas were telling us about the exam format and blahblahblah. It's really scary. 2 hours to write 2 essays, someone pls tell me how to give quality and quantity work in 2 hrs' time. Then came the moment when i started to question myself. Why did i take lit in the first place when i know that it's going to be tougher with the new syllabus. The answer is simple, cos I LOVE LITERATURE. I must make sure that during the hols, i will not:
-get TOO involved in plath's madness and follow her way of thinking
-try to understand plath although it is impossible to do so
-hockey!
-lear lear lear, i love king lear =D
-understand all the chapters for math which we are tested on
-econs!
My GSC teacher wants me to change my way of writing, he said that im not going to get anywhere if i continue writing in that way. TELL ME HOW??!! I have been writing in this way since sec sch and now u want me to change it. I want to change, but how?
DINNERTIME!
SHUXIAN wants me to do this, so here it goes!!
10 years ago i was: living in my own world =))
5 years ago: sooo in love with 6k, dreaming of going to BPGHS.
1 year ago i was: with 4Lone, toilet gang, LOG, JOHNNIES, freaked out by O's
5 snacks i enjoy: HERSHEYS KISSES, HOT AND SPICY POTATO CHIPS, PRINGLES SOUR CREAM, MENTOS THE FRESHMAKER, STREPSILS!
5 songs i know all the words to: some famous nursery rhymes
5 things i would do with 100 million: 80 days around the world! drive a car!!
5 places i would run away to: MY HOUSE =))
5 things i would never wear: stuffs that make me look stupid. hahah.
5 fav tv shows: whatever that makes me laugh =D
5 bad habits: stoning, eating when im not even hungry, ABIT slow at times... ...
5 biggest joys: FAMILY BROTHERHOOD LOG JOHNNIES COUSINS
okay okay,i shall stop here,too lazy to continue. Im chatting on the phone with slow xiang now.
im starting to love my life now =)
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO MARILYN AND EVON =)))))))))
DONT BLAME ME IF THIS POST SOUNDS INCOHERENT OR STUPID, BLAME IT ON PLATH, NOT ME :)) SHE IS DRIVING ME CRAZY, I ALWAYS FEEL ABIT WEIRD AFTER DOING HER POEMS, ALMOST EVERYTHING IS ABOUT DEATH AND DESTRUCTION. ARGH!
JUST COMPLETED THE ESSAY ON "LADY LAZ", I REALLY DONT KNOW HOW TO END!! THE CONCLUSION LOOKED SO WEIRD AND OUT OF PLACE TO ME, BUT I JUST DONT KNOW HOW TO END IT NICELY. I THINK THE PNP'S PPT PRESENTATION IS DUE TMR, I THINK. BUT WE HAVEN TOUCHED ANYTHING ON IT YET. CHAPTER 24 CHAPTER 24 CHAPTER 24!!!!!
BOO.
IM LOOKING FORWARD TO SAT'S MI CARNIVAL :)) GOING TO JOIN WANLING AT NJ CARVIAL AFTER THAT. HAHAHAH. SUPERNOVATION'06 =)) HOPE THAT PPL FROM ORION 1 AND 06A4 WILL GO BACK. I MISS QUITE ALOT OF PPLE. HAHAHAHAHAHAH.
DYING
IS AN ART, LIKE EVERYTHING ELSE.
I DO IT EXCEPTIONALLY WELL
-A STANZA ADAPTED FROM LADY LAZ.
SEE WHAT I MEANT WHEN I SAID MY WORLD IS FILLED WITH PLATH.
=DDDDDDD
MY THROAT HURTS=X
HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY! MUMMY I LOVE YOU!! HAHAHAHAHAH.
BYE!
The speaker mentioned something interesting during the talk today. Shall be nice and share it here. hahah.
The only thing that distinguishes people from animals is our ability to love :)
I agree!! This really sets me thinking about lots of things, had been stoning for quite some time during different times of the day. To put it more clearly, i wasnt exactly stoning, i was really thinking about something, something i never expect to stay in my mind for so so so long. That feeling's weird, it brings about mixed feelings of sadness, happiness, guilt, relief. Yes,maybe i had made the wrong decision. BLAHBLAHBLAH.but i dont regret cos i cant regret :))
remember,all of us have the ability to love.
so, LOVE LOVE LOVE =) but of course, spread ur love to the ones who deserve it.
I dont know whats the above section is for,i have no idea why im so into love today, must be the aftereffects of the abortion talk today. HAH. but still,love is still a very beautiful thing. lol,dont worry, IM NOT LOVESICK :) Saw GARY the gay and my MI "friend" at the mrt station yesterday! haha,the feeling of meeting old friends is just so great! especially people from bp=) So we agreed on going back to bp today to collect the leaving cert but i was unable to make it, haha, and they were really nice to wait for me and go back next week. I still owe shirley a treat cause i cant meet her when she was outside pj today. Heh, sorry =)
I have a feeling i will run into someone tomorrow. haha, preferrably LOG!!
I dont know how to end this post.
"Mathematics has always been tough for ARTS students, and now it just gets tougher" -TBK
Thats what Mr TBK said when most of us did not do his tutorial for the makeup lesson today. It was demoralising okay, we know that we are not good in math, can he just stop rubbing it in. I know he meant us good, but the tone of his voice was just not correct. =x I missed half of the lesson today, cause we had to go down to watch the match. Ohh no, i have been missing alot of lessons recently, i dont see how im going to catch up. can some kind soul pls save me.
7 tests coming up next week. AHHHHHHH :( there goes my weekend again. im sorry wm, but i'll try to make it someday next week?? but too bad the free tix would already have expired, hah. but since i have promised, i will still have to go since i have never tried golf before. LOL. And ohh yes!! Went shopping with lj last sat. ahahahah. Had dinner with her just now and ran into the hoods at bpp. I ate ALOT for dinner. it always happens with lj around. hah.
Okay, this is sth that made me happy today!! PJ hockey girls scored 1 goal against VJ today. Although we still lost, but the girls were all cheering madly. VJ was well known for its superb skills lah, the champ last year and according to them, they never allow their opponents to score even 1 goal. So..PJ did it!! 1 to 3. cheers for them :))
im already used to the reactions when ppl know that im in hockey. hahah, okay lah, i know i dont look like one and seriously my stamina level doesnt make me look like one either. Mrs Lim will always say.." hockey girl leh, run faster!!" 2.4 next week. time to train up.
"i have learnt to take things lightly, learn to let go when it's time to" -your words touched me, im really happy at the change in you. YAY =)